All these years, since having kids.... all the clothes I have bought have slowly but surely crept up size by size. And now, the clothes I am so used to, that I have worn for the past probably 5 or 6 years in this size are huge. I looked in the mirror this morning and the shirt just swallows me.
I cant imagine going into a store and buying a smaller size. I told Monty last night that when I get paid I am going to go get another pair of jeans. Mine are getting huge and huge just looks bad. Even I realize that. SO slowly I will have to adjust.
Something you dream about and want... but not something I ever thought would be real.
This morning I weighed in at 36 pounds down.
I see Montys sister for the first time since I started this whole journey and would love to be right at the 40 pound mark. Don't know if I can do that but it would be great.
Last night, just for the heck of it, I counted the calories I had all day (even being bad and eating a slice of pizza and a bit of cookie) I was in at 476 calories for the day. With that, I should be loosing! And I am. It seems unreal to be satisfied with that amount of calories but I am - no complaints here!
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