So since THE time I rode "swamp thing" at Wild Adventure and couldn't buckle or unbuckle.... What lead to my realization of my problem... I have just avoided the rides with the harnesses. Anytime we would go, I'd just go get a drink or sit out doing something else.
Yesterday when I slipped on the always-too-tight jeans without a hitch I decided today was the last day to use our passers and I was going to ride that ride.
And that's what we did. I worked for a while in the morning and then went to wild adventures when we got home.
Sat down on the ride and clicked the buckle WITH slack... Was able to click it twice down further on myself. Felt good.
We went on a few others with harnesses and I was just a regular person on the ride.
Sigh.
Monty asked if it felt good and it did. A little piece that had died inside came back to life.... A piece yesterday did the same thing.
So much of my personality has been hidden by the weight, suppressed to not draw attention to myself. No fat girl wants that attention. So you just sit back and chill while everyone else is around.
Now, I'll be interested to see what the bathing suit difference is this summer when we go to Splash Island.
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