down 15

I am not brave enough to give my starting weight just yet but I will some time. I think its still so scary to actually admit. I just the other day admitted that number to Monty. Anyways I am 6 days from surgery and have been doing the 30 carbs or less hard core since Friday. I did it for about a month but there would be times I went over. Hard core though..... and since then I have lost 4 pounds. I dont see the loss but the scales says it. With that 4 pounds, that takes me to 15 pounds total since I started this part of my life. This quest to lose all the extra weight, physical and emotional, weight. That takes me down to a number I haven't seen in YEARS and only saw them when they were creeping up not going down.
This is just with diet. I am excited to know I will be eating LESS and feeling full. I would expect that I will loos more before the surgery especially with the liquid diet {eeeeek} the two days before and not eating for a day and liquid diet after and not eating hardly anything for a while. I am excited for that!
I am getting more and more excited, even if my dreams are getting more and more weird!