I can decide if it's thick skin or building a resistance to the pain.
I asked the kids if they'd rather have a skinny mom or if it really even mattered... They all said I was just their mom... No size issues. Well Shelby just kept saying "I don't know"... I knew she was just smart enough to not answer the questions to save my feelings. I even told Monty that when she pedaled away. Far from the way she was as a toddler... Mean and hateful, today she has the biggest heart.
Well today, she said she just said she didn't know because she didn't want me to worry about her knowing how fat I was....
See they see it, they realize it. I never want them to be ashamed of me. Embarrassed to have me around friends. That's not fair to them. I hate that for them...
So hopefully there is a major change around the bin for me... For them!
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