Mirror image

So today I saw myself in the mirror and it caught me way off guard. I saw the weight loss. I could tell I've lost a lot. Until today, I haven't seen it. People have said stuff but I couldn't see it.
Maybe it's that black is slimming....
Maybe they have skinny mirrors installed :)

As I laid in bed and blogged this from my phone (coolest App ever so I can use mobile uploads).... The emotion of it all kicked it. This is emotional! I laid there and stared at these pictures.... and had to say over and over again, that is you, that is really you. I cried and looked and scrolled up and down. That is not who I feel like yet. I see her, I dare to say I looked in the mirror that day and said "she's pretty" and I was talking about me. That was hard. I don't see beauty! I see fat! But I am starting to see it! Yes there are imperfections and I see those but I am starting to see more.... and more is less! There is more emotion to this than I thought and I am told everyone thinks that! Its a roller coaster but seems my highs are good and my dips are weight!