Are you nervous?

I went today for my first REAL appointment consult with the surgeon's office. The last one was just informative. Today was my background and health assessment....
Interesting appointment and I left excited about the future.

There were all sorts of questions asked about history, about family and about any problems I have had or are having. My blood pressure is high, again... so with that I am making an appointment for that with the regular doctor tomorrow. I have to get a few referrals from him anyways.

So I had my questions (how long is the procedure? 30 minutes - but a total of 4 from getting there to checking out on a normal basis). (how do fills happen and how do you know how much to fill them? xray).... and the doctor asked if I had anymore questions.... to which I replied nope.... and he said "are you nervous since this is your first surgery?" I just said "no. I think I am worried for my husband...."

Monty has never been on the letting go end of the surgery aspect. He's never been in the waiting room after signing the risks paper work... He has never counted the minutes of a "x minute surgery" and wonder why the time has already passed. I am nervous for him, for his feelings not my own.